And so I shall complain ......

Love struck Romeo .......
You and me babe how about it....?
And Juliet ........

The son of Karnataka is no more so we are mourning no cable TV or
leaving the viscinity of my home for fear of stone pelting .
So the whole day was spent doing nothing absolutely nothing just waiting for the phone to ring or something to happen this is called boredom !

Any ways Dire Straits Romeo and Juliet playing in the back ground .

I've always wondered what is the fuss about all this love....
I mean you need a companion to share your highs and lows so you need someone but this
I love you and all is so cliche .
I somehow feel this could never happen to me .

Yeah ! I've gone out with men actually boys but none have made me feel so intense like I would always want to be with them .
I mean there were nice a few of them total freaks but those Mills and Boons type none .
Do such things exsist ?
I mean a kiss like dream .........
and my heart pounding with immoderate desire for his hands to caress me .....

I was reading Eric Swegal's Love story it was beautiful .

I feel these sort of books shouldn't be written , firstly I felt a pang of depression
for inreality I know this will never happen to me .
There is no such thing as selfless love blah blah ...
Secondly it's horrible to imagine it knowing you stand a one in a million chance of feeling those emotions ....

This Valentine day is another ironic event it's supoosed to be the day where one professes his/her true love well actually where he/she spends sleepless nights deciding what is to be bought which will fit in the budget .
Added to that if you don't have a special person then you suffer bouts of lonliness and of course ostracism and you are force to see red all over .........
EEks ........I somehow don't get the total Funda
obviously it's a Marketing gimmich that is baned by exitermists in our capital
but still poor St. Valentine has no idea how young girls and boys
loathe / dread / await this day ....

I don't why I'm sayng all this may be I secrety want to belive in all this to feel like everyone erlse but i'm way too opinionated to be one among the crowd so I shall complain ........

The past few days

While I sit in this claustraphobic computer room which
btw like all other rooms in MCC doesn't have ventilation .
I'm trying in vain to write some clever lines but nothin seems to come into my mind write now . So I shall go with the flow.

Well the past couple of days have just passed in a sorta lull .
I can remember vaguely what happened through this week after graduation one outing I put with my school friends to wipe away the blues of CAT class which btw is going terribly and I couldn't feel more dumb with all the quant classes .
Lord have mercy ! Give me some brains to understand math !

On monday we went to Manipal hopspital to visit Rumchick's mum the
hospital was like some five star hotel .
The air conditioned rooms was a great welcome after the beating heat of Bangalore .
I don't know why the f*** B'lore is become soooo hot !

On tuesday we heard that a senior of ours passed away in a freak accident .
A group of friends went out for a swim to a lake in the outskirts .
Not forseeing a tragedy that would grip them there .
Just like always they had lot of fun splashing around when suddenly
they slipped and found themselves grasping for breath ,
with great difficulty they managed to come to shore only realising that
one of their friends was still in the water .
In vain they tried to find her and dived several times inside .
Alas it was too late she couldn't be saved .

Bad enough they have to live with the fear of almost loosing thier lives and seeing one of their friends disappear also her parents blame the friends for the whole incident .

Sometimes we always think that these sort of things could never happen to us .
We take it for granted that we are going to live for a long time . In our zest to live life to the fullest we forget to take these small precautions and the result fatal in her case .

I've always been impulsive and never declined an invitation for a boat ride in the weedy Hebal lake or a swim else where . Now I wonder what if something like that happened when I went out .We always think that our parents are way too cautious
but at times like these its better to be that way than meet with such a tragedy .

I shrudder to think of what her friends must be going through and I 'm sure this is a lesson to many of us that life is too precious and we shouldnt take it for granted .