As I read the other inane blogs I've written will I ever grow up !
Oh god please let me write something decent .
Something that I'd feel proud to show my children .

Well alas ! I've gotta live with the limited brains that god has generously put in my head .

This about some not nice experiences

I was in second grade after being the crowning glory in the last year's play Rumplestilskin where I played the dwarf Ram... himself guess that indeed effected my height and I remain vertically challenged .
I thought that this year too I would be a star .
Well my dreams were short lived .

My class teacher made me the crow ......
also adding that since I was BLACK I'd be perfect

How could she be so rude I was deeply hurt .
Apartheid !!! That to when most Asians are supposed to have wheatish skin .

It was then that I knew that looks did matter but my daddy said I was his little princess.
So how did I graduate to become this crow.
Well thanks to swimming in Ulsore pool but yet that was a statement that still irritates me now .

One of the several boy's I went out with had the fuckin audacity to say " You're actually charming even though your dark ! " like hello what the hell is that supposed to mean man ? Is fair beautiful ?
looser no wonder I dumped him .

WTF as a kid I remember my aunts every summer would engage in the odious task of making me fairer by scrubbing milk cream cucumber and tomato face pack but in vain .
I remained tanned for all their efforts. It didn't ever occur to me that if i was black I could never get a good looking bride groom .

Even till date in marriages those painful aunts who gossip say she's nice only her colour is little dark other wise she's a good looking girl
Pah ! will anyone tell me what the fuss is all about .
why black is beautiful , it's extremely sexy
haven't you'll heard of dusky beauties !!!

Well recently I went to marriage the worst place to be .
I get some two offers Yes I mean marriage proposals !
I don't think they know what they are asking for .
Well the usual Oh I saw you when you were this small (indicating the size of half a foot ) my you've become a big girl !
Oh I would never know if you didn't tell me .
Wow what a brilliant observation ! Really you must get the noble prize for research.
bloody it's been some fifteen years since you've seen me !
After that I got the usual.....
OH your doing B.Com ? oh why your not doing medicine or comp Engg
Bah !!! there are other professions too.... !

Well aunties and Grand mas There's more To a girl than marriage and black skin .
Will write more about the other experiences.....

AUNTIES you guys are mad !!!! jobless !!!